things I’m not ready to admit

Anxiety.

January 25, 2011

It’s a familiar feeling lately.  It creeps up when I least expect it, or when my to-do list is a mile long.  It’s a feeling that brings back both exciting and terrifying memories.  I can feel my face get warm, my heart beat faster and a lump forms in my throat, the feeling knocks me [...]

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Life is tough, I need to get over it.

January 7, 2011

I’ve had a lot of thoughts running through the old noggin lately.  Thoughts about our family, future, my past career, my job as a mother and wife.  I sometimes get anxious about our budget and our future.  I know we made these choices and decisions all by ourselves, I know I’m doing a wonderful thing [...]

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Hair woes.

December 14, 2010

Hello, my name is LCW and I’m a hair snob.  I know it might sound bizarre to you because recent pictures of me would prove otherwise, but I’m disgusted with my hair post baby.  But I am a huge hair snob, not about your hair, I don’t care much about your hair, do what you [...]

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I’m old. And I can prove it.

December 1, 2010

I don’t feel old, ok, that’s a lie….sometimes I feel old, but really?  I’m not old.  Sure, 30 is on the horizon, but I still wear jeans I had in college, I can remember high school (probably more than I’d like) and I have one baby under my belt. But really my face tells a [...]

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Disappointment, it’s like my anti-drug.

August 22, 2010

**Disclaimer:  I HATE writing disclaimers on my OWN blog, however some of you may read the following post and think….Is she talking about me?  Maybe I am, maybe I’m not, maybe I’m just venting.  Let me vent.  The following is not intended for any ONE person, it’s just me getting my thoughts out.** A fact [...]

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Part of the club.

July 13, 2010

We were invited to a neighborhood cookout this past weekend at our neighbors house.  Since we’ve lived here now for 6.5 months it’s about time we start making some neighborhood friends and learning everyone’s name.  We arrived about an hour after it officially started with beer, wine, chips and a baby in tow.  I parked [...]

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My visions and plans vs. Our reality

June 30, 2010

Our reality is vastly different from my big plans.  At times I am very idealistic and the world we live in isn’t falling apart or melting away, our children aren’t nabbed by gross pedophiles, homelessness and hungry children don’t exist  BUT that is not the world we live in and although I’d like to think [...]

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Don’t break the seal yet.

April 13, 2010

It’s finally beach weather here, and by beach weather I mean it’s warm enough to sit on the beach with just a bathing suit on, the water hasn’t received the annual memo regarding acceptable swimming temperature for us Floridians. We packed up our THREE bags, grabbed the umbrella, chair, beach mats, jogger stroller, cooler and [...]

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Fears of alligators, strangers and LARGE HANDS!

April 9, 2010

Some days I look at Ryann and could cry with happiness because I love her so much and want to eat her little fingers and gobble up her little toes.  And the open mouth “kisses” and wispy blond hair just makes me crazy over her.  But then sometimes I have these thoughts about her getting [...]

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Dream+paranoia+baby= Wisdom

March 10, 2010

Science is organized knowledge. Wisdom is organized life. ~Immanuel Kant It all came to fruition because of a dream…but the idea was born after seeing it at work.  The Binder.  The “Bible” of the household, you know that go-to book with ALL the important information nicely protected behind plastic sheet protectors and will save your [...]

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