Sometimes I’m not fit or fabulous. Or even attempt to try.

by LCW on April 19, 2010

in Not so fit and fabulous

Friday I was desperate for a break.  I had a brief moment of silence while Ryann took an extremely short nap and I was able to write this. I couldn’t believe the overwhelming support and encouragement.  First, thank you!  Some days are tougher than others.  Second, JPW came home and insisted I go out.  At that point, I was so tired and was so anxious about what I had left to do for the evening that I couldn’t wrap my mind around the fact that he was kicking me out for a little while. Alone. To do whatever I wanted.  So after some figurative pushing, I managed to leave the house with my diaper bag purse and car keys.  That’s it.  I didn’t know where I was going or what I’d do, but I got in the car and drove to a cute little swanky shopping plaza a few minutes up the road.

I bought sandals, a pair of jeans for Ryann and 2 bottles of wine.  It was glorious and gave my mind  a chance to unwind and breath.  I was able to sneak a nap in on Saturday and on Sunday JPW attempted to bring me breakfast in bed, except he doesn’t cook. So he brought me coffee and a reeses peanut butter cup.  Some days are tougher easier than others.

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